I have a very strong feeling that I need to write something down here, but I cannot quite grasp what it is I want to say. The beginning of this year has been sort of crazy, as I've gone to one extreme to another -- not seeing or talking to almost anyone, cramming history alone in my room to seeing everybody all the time, running in meetings and events. As the pressure from the history exam disappeared yesterday (finally, it's over and I believe I passed), I am not quite sure how to approach the next challenges. I think it'll take a while for my brain to normalize to this social, eventful, high-speed life I live.
I am proud of some things I've managed to gather for this spring, such as my Spanish mission. I've also started a gym course, as I am planning on finally starting to work out more. I'm also trying to get into a student association, which will mean organizing more events and which I am really excited about. On top of it all, I am looking forward to spending time with my friends and taking everything in, as the mantra of the spring is "anything can happen". It really is true, as I'm trying to let go of the things that have been holding me back. It motivates me to live to the fullest when I take the attitude that stepping outside could possibly be the best thing I've ever done so far, as it can lead to something unexpected.
Recently I've had a few conversations that have made me ponder my personality and my approach to things, such as relationships and life in general. It's funny how someone might say something that you don't really know the meaning of at the moment, but it gets stuck in the back of your mind, waiting for you to find the connection to your own life. Trying to find an answer to an unasked question that is yet too deep for you to understand isn't easy, but I hope someday soon I'll start figuring it out.
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