For the third time within a year I start writing about sitting in a new apartment, ready to see, once again, what life decides to throw at me. This time I am more hopeful than before, though, as I can feel that something is different. I think this is it, I've got it right this time and now it's my time.
A new year, a clean slate. I have learned so much from last year that I cannot even describe the change I feel in me. Opportunities, risks, priorities, hopes, dreams, accomplishments, freedom, courage to try, courage to feel. That's what last year was about and I am curious to see what this new year holds.
Right now laying in my bed I look around and see a new place that feels already so familiar. It feels like home in here and that is why I don't care about any tiny, vain worries at the moment. I am experiencing a thrilling excitement that makes me want to keep on going, to challenge myself to do more, be more and ask for more. I don't care that I have tons of school work to do or that there are obligations to be filled. I don't care about the pressure of fulfilling expectations and doing the right thing and right now, I don't care that I have nobody special to share this with, because I am happy.
And for now, that's all I could ask for, isn't it?
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