When you start a day when you're already tired, there is a certain pattern how it is going to go. This happens every single time and today, for example, I experienced all these stages of tiredness.
In the beginning of the day you're feeling extremely energetic and good, which is a little deceitful since in reality you are just a little too tired to actually fall asleep. This is the best part. Today it was sunny, felt like spring and I was feeling good.
However, it only took about an hour or so that the next stage took over. My eyes literally shut down at a very random point in English class and my brain (that had just been overworking) was switched off.
That stage isn't much longer than the first one, though. The next stage seems hilarious to you, but to others it seems idiotic. This is the hysterical part and I am a little ashamed I had the same teacher for the last two lessons 'cause he even commented my ridiculously cheerful state of mind. He probably thinks I am never serious since it is always his lessons when I am like this...
When the tiniest things stop making your belly hurt from laughing, you become the archetype of a Finnish person: not a word unless absolutely needed. And if someone makes me talk then, even one word that made their sentence too long or an annoying comment (tip:do not comment how grumpy I am) can make me unwanted company.
When that stage starts to fade away, it is usually late enough that you can go to sleep or at least you can leave all the mood changes 'cause you know you'll get to go to bed soon. In the end, though, at this stage you know what you've known all day (or at least those parts when you had some brain activity): it was totally worth it.
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