Thoughts of the moment

The final effort of the entire high school begins on Monday. Only four final exams left, only a bit over two weeks of constant learning and motivating yourself left, only a while before freedom. Although it feels a little scary that this is all coming to an end, at the same time I am full of excitement. I have a whole new life ahead.

And besides, I will have a pretty good reward after I have done my duties to the Finnish matriculation examination board. My godmother will take me to London! It will be so great, exactly what I need. Something new, fresh, that sets the direction of my new life. 

When the finals are over I can finally start planning my graduation party. I can't wait! I don't even have a dress or anything yet, oops... Well, I have time. But then the guest list, invitations, list of present wishes, deciding what foods and drinks I want... and so on. I am such an organized person that a task like planning a party sounds perfect to me. 

I feel like I am at the crossroads. All I see ahead is unanswered questions, challenges, wishes, dreams, possibilities and a lot of emotions on each path. I am so glad I have so many people who I can trust and who will support me through anything, 'cause I will need someone to ask for help every now and then. It isn't that simple to move away and start living independently, there are so many things you wouldn't even consider beforehand. However, I am more than willing to take the leap to the unknown and see what life has to offer for me. 

And here is a little taste of what I will feel on 1st of June. The graduation day.