Exhilaration

I am sort of freaking out right now. I just sent my exchange application, it is now final, oh my god, this just got real. I might actually be going to the other side of the world in a year. It's so insane! Even more so, as I would leave when it's winter here and arrive to the destination where it is actually summer, which is also sort of messed up and I cannot really wrap my head around it.

I have no idea why I am having this reaction to a few simple clicks in an online service. Maybe it's exactly because it is that easy; only a few clicks can determine the biggest change of my life ever. I am probably overthinking and exaggerating this way too much but I don't care, 'cause I'm actually feeling like I'm about to explode due to the amount of 'what did I just do's going on in my head. Positive ones, this time.

Now all I can do is wait until May to find out whether I'm actually going or not. Fingers crossed, everyone! I really don't know if I've ever wanted anything this much other than to get in to this university.