keskiviikko 14. lokakuuta 2015

From the shady side of the heart

Bark, and I will flinch. Show your disappointment, and I will bow under the weight of the failed expectations. But when you are hurt, I will be too, I'll take the anxiety and fear and the thing you feel when you have a lump in your throat and I'll feel it and I'll try to make it better but I'm afraid I can't. I'll cry 'cause all I ever wanted was for everyone to be happy so I could be happy, but how can I be happy when you're not? I'll scream for all the times I was strong when all I needed was a little bit of comfort, I'll shout for all the hugs I pretended I did not care for when I just needed someone to know.

It's funny how you see clearer looking down from a hill. Funny how you look at the tree leaves that glow golden against the sun and you feel as cold as the air.

I realized that every morning I stare at a mirror, but I can't remember the last time I really looked.


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