On the way back we announced roles for the wedding that would take place that evening. Everybody got one and we had everything from Finnish trash celebrities to the leader of our eastern neighbor. The wedding itself was a lot of fun, though nobody really listened in the sense of learning since they were concentrating on each others goofy appearances.
I am glad we had so much fun activities that day since I had some personal struggles. Not getting a job I really wanted and having to deal with some people who operates on the very opposite wavelength than me caused me unnecessary trouble and turned my mood down a bit. The bright side is that I pulled through everything thanks to the great support of my team and dear friends. I also learned about myself and my ability to do the appropriate thing when all I wanna do is hit someone. I barely ever have situations where I am simply so frustrated and annoyed that I can't take it anymore and now afterwards it is very interesting to wonder my own reactions.
I would have wanted to sleep the little time I had left after the final night's crying and singing but well, the girls just had to try to run just when I was falling asleep. The result was only four hours of sleep, dozens of mosquito bites and an exhausted, easily irritated leader.
Today has been mostly about cleaning up the camp center and trying to wrap up the camp time in a good way. I have struggled through tiredness and responsibilities and I cannot even tell how relieved I am. When the bus left, I got tears in my eyes just because it was over, I did it, we did it, I could finally let the stress go and rest.
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