In tune

I am not much of a singer. I like to sing, but especially my sisters don't like to listen to it. Anyway, I really wish I would be good at it since I like to believe I'd be good at singing with emotion. There are songs that make me feel the lyrics so deeply that I want to give my whole heart to it by singing, but when I open my mouth, the atmosphere kind of evaporates. I admire singers who can make me feel something by using only their voices, for example this special girl who sings probably more beautifully than anyone else.
Besides, I've always wanted to play piano like that but I quit the lessons after 4 or 5 years in primary school and I've never reached even near that level. Too bad for me, good for her that she apparently didn't.